Glacier National Park 2010

Thursday, May 8, 2008

Still Thinking......

It can be so hard to face those things hiding in the darkest places of my heart......but once I do......what a feeling of release! To face feelings of shame and humiliation, of embarrassment, of grief......to take possession of them and examine them for what they really are. Yes, I made poor choices.....but as someone dear to me said, we all do..........I just don't have to beat myself up about it on a daily basis........learn from them and move on. So I find myself learning lots of life lessons lately......some more unpleasant than others. And I try to grow beyond that point......to take hold of that piece of myself and put it back into the proper place. I like finding the real me.....celebrate that discovery.....relish the knowledge that I am strong....and creative....and have lots to offer.....and am interesting......all things I thought were gone from my life. One day, I will be whole again.

3 comments:

friend"lee" said...

howcrazy it is to comment on your self?! But I am feeling like weeping and for no discernable reason......sadness and loss of hope fight for supremacey in my soul....how can I find happiness amidst my sorrow and the tearing apart that which was once whole...yet to remain dormant assures the status quo which means death to me.

Relaxin' with Books said...

I think it is time for a road trip...pack your bags, girl!

friend"lee" said...

A road trip sounds heavenly.....a journey of discovery, don't you think?